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From: larry@cs.com (Larry Spence)
Date: Sat, 3 Apr 1993 01:00:39 GMT
Subject: Re: Magic 201: even deeper hurting
To: uunet!rec-music-gaffa@uunet.UU.NET
Newsgroups: rec.music.gaffa
Organization: Computer Support Corporation, Dallas,Texas
References: <C4ptI3.Iwx@chinet.chi.il.us> <1993Apr1.010524.11944@cs.com> <C4tyJD.Cw2@chinet.chi.il.us>
In article <C4tyJD.Cw2@chinet.chi.il.us> jorn@chinet.chi.il.us (Jorn Barger) writes: >> == Larry > == Jorn >Let's look briefly at the notion of the "usefulness of experiences". You seem >to want a society where people don't discuss experiences unless they're >"useful", I said no such thing. If you think "L is perservering in an argument against a statement by J that L thinks is untenable" is equivalent to "L is threat- ening J if he won't shut up," then IMHO you've got awfully thin skin and/or are creating (yet another) strawman. >and this implies, for you, that they can be "validated by >consensus". Apparently you fear that if people discuss other sorts of >experiences, there's a clear and present danger of imminent fanaticism? Apparently not. _We_ have been discussing such experiences. If I thought there was a danger of "imminent fanaticism," I would have activated the Doomsday Autocanceller. %) I do not, repeat, DO NOT, invalidate or fail to respect the sensations/emotions/experiences you experienced. I am quite sure that you felt them. Where we disagree is in your highly arbitrary and transparently motivated explanation as to what mechanisms are at work in producing those experiences. >> >(Asimov was a shameless egotist-- did everyone run across Jack Sarfatti's >> >> Check your ad hominems at the door, please. > >Nice try, near miss. This is an argument that's inherently ad hominem. Speak for yourself. I'm glad you admitted it, though. >My >whole *point* is that selfishness makes one a bad scientist. It's hard to >adduce evidence for that if I'm not allowed to name names. I would claim that selfishness makes one a bad person, but that you can't trivially invalidate someone's argument by saying "they're selfish." Lots of great music, scientific discoveries, etc., have been the product of total assholes. If you want to flame my personality or something, we should take it to email, as I doubt anyone else really cares. If you would like to stick with examining each others' ideas and theories, I'm willing to continue (preferably in email as well). >> [...] If someone comes along and says, "er, Larry, you >> haven't had your caffeine yet, there's a very simple physical mechanism >> at work here," should I rail at them that they're science-obsessed boors >> who haven't an ounce of spirituality? > >If you try to use Occam's razor to prove that my *experience* is delusional, >you're just a science-mugger. Jorn, you keep doing the strawman thing. I will repeat this again: I do not claim that Jorn's experiences do not exist. I do not claim that Jorn is inaccurately reporting what he felt and per- ceived. I _do_ disagree strongly on Jorn's claims as to the mechanism at work which resulted in his experiences. I welcome any discussion of such experiences by Jorn and all other parties. >> [...] the idea that psychic imprinting >> can selectively record on tracks 1&2 versus 3&4 seems pretty contrived IMHO. > >Oh, sorry. In the future, if my experiences threaten to tax your prejudices, You don't feel that the need for mechanisms such as the above is a weak point of your theory? Doesn't it strike you more as a (shaky IMHO) construction of a human mind than some pre-existing thing that we're _discovering_? How convoluted must such a hypothesis be before you would agree that it would require some corroborating evidence? We're talking about your hypothesis, not the raw experience, which could be taken as "evidence" of anything not open to verification (maybe you're imprinting your tape deck, too -- ever notice that the deja vu isn't as strong if the tape is played back on some- one else's system?). >just feel free to heap me with abuse, instead. (Truth? *Not to worry*...) No thanks, I've seen how effective your swearing and frothing has been. If you think that stomping your feet and yelling at people about how they're _abusing_ you gets you out of actually rebutting specific points, IMHO you are mistaken. >> Hey, I'm _all for_ newer and more all-encompas- >> sing models of reality; if the old ones don't work, throw 'em out. > >I point to the current state of the world as evidence that consensus reality >*sucks*. So throw the entire concept of consensus reality out with the bathwater? You still stubbornly refuse to address my point of "how, then are we to distinguish genuine spritual experiences from wishful thinking, emotional self-deception, etc." You deleted questions that I asked, preferring instead to keep things on a level of personal attack and perceived persecution. Come on, Jorn, I have said that I believe in "vibes" and possibly even telepathy -- and you deleted every bit of it. It says a lot about your claims that you have to resort to painting me as this total unbeliever in everything spritual in order to build your strawman arguments. I'm not "arguing against the spiritual" or anything of the sort. I am very specifically arguing against your claims that you can cause an imprinting of some sort onto analog media, but not digital media, that the imprinting "knows" to put itself on only the half of the tape that is playing back at any given moment, etc. These claims imply processes that, in the absence of evidence to the contrary, are very, very implausible unless you're already convinced that they're true and are arguing backwards from there. >> But >> until you test a model against something that other people can reproduce, >> why should anyone but you believe it? > >1) Maybe the world is constructed so that certain sorts of experience *do not >submit* to the reproducibility regime. If a given experience isn't reproducible/verifiable, how can you be sure you're not fooling yourself? I know I keep asking this, but you still haven't answered it -- you keep saying variations on "you have to trust your experiences." Maybe all of _your_ experiences are unmuddied by projections of your own hopes/expectations/fears, but I'm not so lucky. Now, if you were saying that Kate Herself materialized in your room and spoke to you ("maybe September, Jorn... I'm not happy with the mixes yet..."), I would probably not even touch this thread. But you've admitted that these "tape vibes" are a fleeting thing, and that experiments to test your theory might be difficult due to your own emotions getting in the way of picking up others' "vibes." So why are you so confident that what you are exper- iencing is not internally generated? I am willing to concede the possibil- ity of paranormal phenomena -- why aren't you willing to admit that you just _might_ be out on a limb with your _hypotheses about_ (<- N.B.) your experiences? >2) Maybe others *share* similar-but-also-non-reproducible experiences See, I can buy that... if two people 100 miles apart agreed to write down the first thing that comes to mind at 1:30 PM on Friday, and they wrote the _exact same thing_, and it was the middle ten lines of page 377 of _Ulysses_, I would be floored. Even if they couldn't reproduce it, the probability of this happening by chance would be so low that I would _not_ say, "nope, couldn't be ESP, science says no." Likewise, if out of a bin of 1000 tapes, you could pick the one that had been "traumatized," my jaw would hit the floor. But what you have described is so easily explained by other mechanisms, and is _so probable_ for you (because you expect it to happen, and you seem to be very uncritical about your own experiences), that it's not IMHO especially notable or unusual. >3) Maybe it's just fun to think about It is! I agree! Isn't part of thinking about it asking questions, like "if this really happens, what would it lead to?" Or do you just mean fantasizing about it in some romanticized way? >4) When did I ever ask anyone to *believe* me? (You can show respectful >attention without submitting to *belief*.) I believe that you experienced what you felt -- obviously you are the only one who knows what you felt! Again, for the umpteenth time, the argument is about _why_ you experienced those feelings. >> I'm not _telling_ others not to believe it, > >You are brandishing a threat of scornful dismissal towards those who might >otherwise listen with respect. It works out just the same. How is that a threat? I really doubt if anyone on usenet is going to feel "threatened" by the possibility that I would scorn them -- certainly you, if anyone, should care the least. Can we stick with rebutting each others' specific points, as opposed to generic complaints about persecution and evil scientists? >My sense is that there's healthy skepticism and toxic skepticism. "It's all in >your mind" (see below) is *always* toxic, it seems to me, because it alienates >people from trusting their perceptions, making it easier for the liars to pick >their pockets. I am saying "if it _might_ be 'all in your mind,' shouldn't you look for evidence that will confirm to you that it's not?" Do you just uncritically accept every theory that pops into your head? Again, N.B., I am not picking at your experience, but at your post facto analysis of what was occurring when you had the experience. When you claim vibes are being imprinted onto tape, you are doing _exactly_ what scientists do: coming up with a hypo- thesis that is intended to explain observed phenomena. In doing so, others (and ideally, you) may examine your hypothesis to see if it's consistent, if it might be used to make useful predictions, etc. You keep mistaking this natural curiosity and discussion for a "witch-hunt." Have you ever had to defend a journal paper or a thesis? Do you assume that the journal reviewers are out to get you? >Yes, people do hallucinate, but you should deal with that by encouraging them >to *look more closely* at their experiencing, not by encouraging denial. I am requesting that you look more closely at your experiencing _and_ your explanation for your experiencing. Why is the experience worthy of close scrutiny, but not your thoughts about it? >Phony rationalism says "*Think about this*. Doesn't this *argument* convince >you that what you experience must be a hallucination?" This is exactly the >mechanism of denial: to supplant direct experience with *thoughts*. Well, you're in deep denial then, because where IMHO you left the tracks was when you made the leap from describing your direct _experience_ of deja vu (which I respect and believe) to your _thinking_ about what was causing those feelings to occur. If you just reported your pure emotional response, I doubt if anyone here would raise an eyebrow. >> I'm claiming that if you took two identical tapes, but played one in your >> room while experiencing some trauma, while the other was ten miles away, >> then later tried to pick the "traumatized" tape (assuming nice double- >> blind conditions, etc.), that you couldn't do it by just listening to it, >> at least not more often than by chance. If you consistently picked the >> right tape even 5% more often than predicted by chance, I would be floored. > >So you're making claims about an experiment that's never been tried? Very >scientific! Very, very similar sorts of experiments have been tried. If someone claims to be able to convert tin to gold, can you blame me for being skeptical, seeing as how all the claims about converting lead to gold (without a particle accelerator) have proven unfounded? Do you uncritically believe anyone who says they can escape from handcuffs and chains "unaided"? The burden of proof is on you, but you said that you don't care whether we believe you, so I guess it's no problem. >> This is going to sound like a rehash to anyone who reads rec.audio, but... >> why do you automatically discount the possibility of self-deception? > >Look, Lar, it's you who's automatically *assuming* self-deception in me. You >have absolutely no grounds for impugning my perspicacity regarding evidence, >and it *ain't nice*. Sure, I have plenty of grounds. You even quote some of it, although you conveniently deleted the part about "you know whether you're listening to a tape or a CD, so you already have heavy cues" : >> [...] You know that you are predisposed to look for a spiritual >> mechanism (because we need more of that sort of thing). >(For the 999th time, all I ask is a >little room for the imagination to roam, hyena-free...) You sure don't need to ask anyone's permission to imagine things. But if you don't want to discuss them, why did you even mention it (please resist the temptation to twist this into "he is telling me _not_ to mention it" -- I am asking a question)? Just some sort of one-way sharing? "Here's my painting, please don't tell if you don't like it or I'll have to call you an asshole"? Are you asking _me_ to shut up? Hmmm? >> Please... you're not dealing with some robotic scientist in a white lab >> coat, believe me. > >*Show* me. You talk like one who's swallowed the conventional viewpoint, >h-l-and-s. You are barking up the wrong tree. You have _no clue at all_. I have bookshelves _packed_ with books about magic, spiritualism, Gurdjieff, esoteric religions, Crowley, the whole nine yards (if this sounds like bragging, I apologize, but you said "show me"). I have always been utterly fascinated by this sort of thing. I have said, repeatedly, that I do believe in some of what you're talking about (vibes, some ESP). Yet, because I disagree with this specific, highly arbitrary theory that you have proposed (I'm sorry, I forgot, you were just _exhibiting_ it, we're not supposed to analyze it), you jump all over me, calling me nasty things and trying to make me out to be some closed-minded nerd. Part of the reason that I'm continuing to follow up is that it is amazing to see you digging yourself a deeper and deeper hole. You beat Kurt Strain (in rec. audio) hands down, and _that is not easy_. >> Yo, Jorn, I am _not_ "just denying" them! I am trying to argue logically. > >So, you're trying to *deny them* 'logically'. That puts you barely half-a- >notch above various others... Gosh, I'm so flattered. >> If there is some shared basis other than logic and experiment that you would >> like to use to determine who's right, please tell us exactly what it is. > >Well, let's start by relaxing a tad about this being a fight of Jorn-is-right >vs Jorn-is-wrong. My misstatement -- should be "who's theory is right." Apologies. >Maybe just start by extending to me the *gentlemanly* >benefit of the doubt, for the sake of good science? (Note, all, that this >ought to be reasonable scientific procedure, but, in the contrary case of >neurotic denial mechanisms, would be severely threatening, because they depend >on closing out consideration of the phenomena-denied.) OK, surely there are things that if someone told _you_, you would be highly skeptical, right? E.g., I tell you that I can psychically influence the outcome of the Texas Lottery. Maybe you're really polite, and you will give me the benefit of the doubt for starters. But are you saying that you're not going to want to see some evidence to back up my claim eventually? That if I say, "well, I tried to win this week, and it didn't work, but you know, these sorts of things come and go like the wind," you're not going to down- grade your opinion of my claims after a while? >*Then*, Mr Impersonating-Momentarily-a-Nice-Guy, Oh great, Jorn, I try to pull back from this abyss of nastiness you're trying to drag us into, so I'm "impersonating a nice guy." You must have been up all night baiting hooks, eh? %) >instead of "arguing >logically" that since my experiences 'can' be explained away, they *should* be >explained away, how about inquiring what might be gained or lost by keeping an >open mind on the subject? I am all for this (the "inquiring" part). I have already said (and you deleted it!) that I do believe in the possibility of some paranormal phenom- ena. But are you really saying that if there is a simple, consistent explanation for something, that we should "remain open" to the infinite number of other possible (but completely arbitrary) explanations, in the absence of any events/evidence that don't fit in with the current theory? Let's say I go to a football game (yow, this is really hypothetical), and since I hate football, I'm in a nasty mood. Each time I get into a snit with my wife during the game, I notice that these two mobs of men down on the field hurl themselves at each other with great anger, just seconds later. Hey, clearly, my anger is some sort of psychic force that is causing those guys to beat up on each other! Oh, sure, there is the feeble conventional explanation of what's going on, and I can't _prove_ this to anyone, but I feel it, and you can't deny my experience, right? Seriously, isn't this really just the most basic case of projection? Why are your claims any different? >> Again, lots of (not all!) things that appear to jibe with "daily >>experiencing" >> are b.s. -- people used to think the earth was the center of the universe. > >Yeah, I heard about that. And somewhere along the line, this became a >globally-applied argument used to alienate people from their direct, >impassioned sense of reality, and the consequence was our current planetful- >o'-apathetic-conformist-drones... You're digressing again (not that I'm trying to suppress you, I know you're sensitive about that %). I'm talking about your specific claims. Just because "the world needs more direct experience" or "people need to pay attention to their experiences" doesn't mean that any theory that involves some psychic/emotional mechanism should get some sort of "affirmative action for spiritually-oriented theories," does it? >> As far as "what 'Known Science' should allow" -- just because it _could_ >> happen (via some undescribed mechanism) doesn't make it any more probable >> than other things that _could_ happen, except by force of your biases. > >My, you sure do have a thing about my "biases", don't ya? I have admitted to belief in some areas that you have brought up, but you haven't convinced me (not that you're trying, I know, I know) on the particular theory that you've put forward. You, on the other hand, appear convinced that this specific theory is unassailable, in the face of a lot of points that you have failed to rebut. So either you're extremely biased or you're just arguing for the sake of arguing (maybe it's that territorial thing you keep mentioning %). >Truth to tell, I >quite resent the prejudice this implies, in *you*. So how 'bout we show some >respect for the bottomline final arbiter of direct experience (hold the >"repeatable")? P-u-t t-h-e s-t-r-a-w-m-a-n a-w-a-y p-l-e-a-s-e. I will just copy what I wrote above: I do not claim that Jorn's experiences do not exist. I do not claim that Jorn is inaccurately reporting what he felt and per- ceived. I _do_ disagree strongly on Jorn's claims as to the mechanism at work which resulted in his experiences. I welcome any discussion of such experiences by Jorn and all other parties. >> So, anything that anyone suggests should be _assumed true_ until proven >> otherwise? > >To the extent of not abusing them for their 'heresy', definitely!!! Straw is highly flammable, Jorn. %) I have not used the term "heresy," nor told you to shut up, etc. If I'm "abusing" you, then what do your profanity-laden insults count as? >(Forgve my french, Larry, you're a *worm*.) Ad hominem attacks, a sure sign of someone who's run out of steam. Go ahead if it makes you feel better. >> I'm not saying "proven impossible," but rather >> "shown highly improbable until reproducible evidence to the contrary is >> discovered." > >How do you "show" something to be highly improbable? You perform all the thousands of experiments that have been performed in an attempt to prove similar hypotheses. You note that they have not found anything that would convince anyone who's not already convinced. >> At any rate, I'm glad you haven't been "roused to venomous defense" like >> those cold, unfeeling scientists. > >This is just sloppy and self-serving. Sort of like you deleting the parts of my followups where I clearly take what some _really_ hardnosed scientists would consider a "wacko" position, namely that vibes and possibly telepathy might exist, in order to paint me as an extremist asshole? Probably just an accidental deletion brought on by the pain of my abuse, I guess... >I made an argument. I got brutally >flamed by a bunch of jerks who thought they knew shit from shinola. I gave >them back their asses. Which step was the one you have a problem with??? First, the step you left out before the "brutal flaming" (brutal? ha!) -- the step "I did not respond to their specific questions and demonstrations of inconsistency in my argument, except in such a fashion as to merely reassert my position more vigorously." Then, the last step, where you appear to imply that your childish insults constitute "[giving] them back their asses." >> Perhaps the point is to _expand_ consensus reality to encompass things >> which, >> unlike the "traumatized tape" phenomenon, are not explainable by current >> science. Excursions outside consensus reality only serve a useful purpose >> if they can be demonstrated to others.. > >Thank you Mr Reality-Policeman. In the future I will try to be a better >conformist. Artists, take note: no more 'risky' themes unless you check with >Larry first... I have to assume at this point that your tactic is to hope that I'll lose my temper at your silly distortions of my statements, so that we would move away from the specific points that you are IMHO unsuccessfully trying to defend and degenerate into name-calling (on both sides, that is). Sorry, can't oblige you. >> I would think that you'd be anxious >> to show us evidence that this isn't just "all in your head." > >(Jesus Fucking Shithole! I await your men-in-white-coats...) Good, you don't care whether we believe you, so I guess you probably won't waste your time following up, then (this is your cue to come in with the "supressing heretics" bit again)? %) >The >argument you seem to want to make here is that I'm a pathetic wishful-thinker >and self-deluder. I'd give you the benefit of the doubt (you're welcome %) and leave out the "pathetic" part. > >And the rampant > >Denialism in the world is more than likely the major villain behind her > >recent timidity about publishing. > > Do you have any more evidence for that theory than for your claim about > magical recording tape? > >TWW booklet: "Please be kind to my mistakes, because I'm not." Phewwwweeeee... really reaching here, aren't you? The box has two CDs of b-sides and "odds & sods" tracks - you don't think she was referring to those, or to her earliest work (she _did_ rerecord the vocal to WH, remember), do you? If Kate couldn't tolerate criticism, she would've stopped recording a long time ago. >KateCon: [story about panic-attacks in the grocery store] I think this says more about Kate than The World. It's almost like she's got Jimmy Page Syndrome -- secluded wealthy rock star becomes more and more phobic and cautious, works slower and slower, creative output stagnates... anyway, that's a whole 'nother topic. >Cathy-in-front-of-the-TV story I don't know that one. >"magical recording tape" is insulting to me, btw. It's a sleazy attempt to >caricature my argument. OK, I'll retract and apologize for that perceived insult. Will you retract and apologize for all the muck you've been throwing around? I would say that "Jesus F*cking Sh*thole" is about as sleazy as I've seen in L-H recently -- I guess you don't mind not respecting _organized_ religions, since they aren't Real Jorn-Style Spirituality, huh? Oh, I forgot, you're being "bru- tally flamed," so you can be as offensive as you like in responding. >> Again, you seem to believe something based solely >> upon the fact that it's what you'd _like to believe_. > >1) I said "more than likely" You're backing down. %) >2) your prejudices gleam like eyeteeth Please state them and rebut them in a manner that someone who's not already convinced (e.g., moi) might see some validity in. >3) stop fucking diminishing my *experiences*!!! I'm not going to block-copy that indented paragraph again (cheers from the peanut gallery). >4) stop fucking judging my motivations! But you've _told_ us what some of them are -- that you think we need to bring more spirituality (a term we haven't really pinned down, it could mean anything from Born-Again Christianity to astral projection) into the world. The point is not so much "judging" your motivations as recognizing that you are in fact _motivated to believe a certain way_ -- that you are not a wide-open, unclouded observer of "imprinting" as an external phenom- ena. >> >You t.b.s are a blight on human reason, >> >> Har, har, har! Here we (some of us) are trying to argue logically, and >> you're calling us a "blight on human reason"!?! I thought _you_ were >> arguing against the oh-so-stifling bonds of reason... ROFL^2 > >(The bark of the puling hyena: Har, har, har!) I suppose that means you don't feel up to rebutting that criticism. >Look, Lar: there's reason and there's reason. (At this point, LS tunes out.) Nope, still here. What's wrong, did you sense less "empathic closeness?" %) >> I _respect_ your experiences, I just totally disagree with your theories >> that attempt to explain them. > >Well, no, I don't count "all in your head" as respecting my experiences, no >way. In fact, I would call that *distilled, malevolent, unconscious evil*. Aww, gee, don't I even rate "premeditated, conscious evil"? %) Come on, I've said that I can possibly believe in imprinting and receiving some sort of "trace" from an imprinted object, but that in your specific case, I think you're just a wishful thinker who's inclined to interpret certain easily and consistently explainable experiences in an unnecessarily convoluted and improbable, but personally satisfying, manner. When I look up at the sun, I feel a warmth and a pleasing, positive feeling. Does this mean that there is a Sun God who is transmitting benevolent thoughts into my head from without, or just that I'm warmer and the weather feels nice? >> >Well, piss on you back! >> >> More spirituality... that's what the world needs, by gum. %) > >Denialist classic (#2 in a series): If B tries to do something good, attack >him. If he fights back, argue "B can't be doing good, because he's fighting >back." Spirituality (as I understand it) is a Good Thing, but I don't think that means that it's necessarily something that we therefore need to go around injecting into everything we find. Something about "when you've got a hammer..." comes to mind. >> >This is an *arts* forum, your preconceptions carry no weight here, >> >> ..but yours do. Got it. > >Denialist classic (#3, collect 'em all): If B states an opinion you disagree >with, he's trying to impose his prejudices on you. I don't perceive you as trying to "impose" anything on me, I think you probably realize that that would be a lost cause. %) But anyway, you haven't even explictly stated your preconceptions, whereas I've tried to go to some lengths to state mine, and to show that I have an ear for _some_ of what you believe. When I have asked questions like "if we throw out consensus, repeatability, and experiment, how do we separate truth from self-deception and wooly thinking," you've deleted those questions and chosen to foam at the mouth about how I'm a concentration-camp shrink. Why is it that you're unable to show me implications of my side of the argument that are contradictory, as opposed to just millions of comments to the effect of "I don't agree with you, or like your kind" (this is the impression I'm getting, please correct me if I'm wrong)? >Larry, you're a *disease*... WAKE UP. Well, that's an effective form of argument, isn't it now? "I'm right, your wrong, and the sooner you realize it, the better." Much easier than trying to patch your argument's gaping holes, isn't it? Any further followups from me will be via email to Jorn (crowd breaks into wild applause and sighs of relief), where I suspect that, without an aud- ience, he will ignore them. -- Larry Spence larry@cs.com uunet!csccat!larry