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From: Henry Chai <chai%utflis%toronto.csnet@CSNET-RELAY.ARPA>
Date: Tue, 29 Oct 85 06:40:44 est
Subject: More on Peter Reich (LONG)
[ Do *you* like grouper fish? ] I have sorta finished "A Book of Dreams" by Peter Reich (I rushed thru it). Here's what I think is relevant to "Cloudbusting". Peter Reich (known as Peeps to his Dad) was close to his parents. When he was 10, his mother left them because she was a rather independent person and also because she got fed up with Wilhem's work. Thus Peter was very close to his dad after that. The government people came and took Wilhem away when Peter was 13 (Wilhem also died in the same year). With regrads to the line "I can't hide you from the government", I quote a passage that describe what happened when the government people FDA agents and a US marshal came in "a shiny black car". To get to the Reichs' estate, Orgonon, visitors have to pass the abandoned laboratory at the foot of the hill. Wilhem instructed Peter to keep the government people at the lab by asking them to wait, and then to call him on the phone, so that Wilhem can be prepared. Peter did as he was told, and as he called Wilhem, who was in his study, the government people sneaked up the hill: "Daddy! They didn't wait" Tears tangled my words making the reciever wet and shiny. The car disappered around around the lab up the hill. "Daddy! They're coming up! OH DADDY OH GOD THEY DIDN'T WAIT. THEY'RE COMING UP DADDY THEY'RE COMING UP!" The screen door slammed before the receiver hit the floor. Grass was already whipping my legs as I ran up the hill. [...] Everett Quimbly said if you run with your hands open you could go faster so my hands were wide open going back and forth like a train all the way up to the hill like a train running. Because if I run fast enough maybe I could beat them to he top of the hill and warn Daddy. What did they want? What did they want? Why did they always make us unhappy? Actually that time the FDA people just wanted the orgone accumulators destroyed. The actual "capturing" of Wilhem was not described. This passage probably gave KB the line "On top of the world / looking over the edge": He was like a man who was standing on top of the world looking over into a new world. That is what Daddy was like. He had lifted himself so he was looking the horizon to a new world, a free and happy world. He stood there on the edge of the universe looking into the future. [...] They pulled the ladder out from under him and killed him. The "march" music of the song could have been inspired by the "Corps of the Comsic Engineers", in which Wilheim was the general, Peter was both lieutenant and sergeant, and their followers were soldiers and scouts. They believed they were soldiers fighting against UFO's. The line "Your son's coming out" does not refer to Peter admitting his homosexuality :-). When he was about 26, Peter saw the movie "The Fly" (you know, the one about the scientist who did an experiment which caused his own body to be mixed up with a fly's so that he has the head and an arm of the fly's). It had a most profound effect on him: In the last scene, a benevolent uncle comforts the scientist's widow and son. He tells the son that his father had "touched on knowledge of the future," and, "Maybe someday, in many years, the world willl understand his contribution," and, "he was ahead of his time". [..] Right there in the movie, people were laughing at how incredible The Fly was when sitting right there in the middle of the crowd was someone who had been through something like that and it was real. It was just more believable in a movie. and: The first thirteen years of my life always seemed most real to me, more real than anything that happened afterwards. And now, suddenly, with the infant soldier fading away in the bright lights after the movie, I felt afraid that my life would be empty and lost. The last thirteen years were lost and unhappy. The infant was frozen inside me, unable to live. [..] It took a movie to break my shell, maybe because movies are so close to dreams and I love my dreams more than reality. There had been too much sadness; not enough laughter. That's all, can't find anything related to trains though. In another book "The Man Who Dreamed of Tomorrow" by Mann and Hoffman (with foreword by Wilhem's wife), it was mentioned that during his few months in prison Wilhem put together a book called "prayers and Poems" for Peter. Haven't found it in the library yet; maybe it would contain some more helpful stuff? Sorry for the length (it's almost as long as some of the postings by Doug on net.music ;-), but I felt these are relevant to deeper understanding of the song. -- Henry Chai, just a humble student at the Faculty of Library and Information Science, U of Toronto {watmath,ihnp4,allegra}!utzoo!utflis!chai