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From: jody_ferguson.asw.navairtestcen%pcgate@NATC-FW.NAVY.MIL
Date: Thu, 30 Apr 1992 13:48:00 -0700
Subject: MORE TORI STUFF
To: "love-hounds" <love-hounds@eddie.mit.edu>
The other literature I was sent is a press bio folder of Tori issued by
Atlantic. Forgive me if someone else already posted this. Notice they
call this her debut *solo* album, but don't mention Y Kant Tori Read.
Very clever.
Tori Amos
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"I have so much in my closet to clean. For all these years, I felt like
different people at a dinner party. When you've got the virgin and the
whore sitting next to each other, they're likely to judge each other
harshly--but it's never about good girl and bad girl, right and wrong,
good and evil. You can't have your body without your shadow. I've
stopped judging myself harshly. Now I can wear these different hats
but, essentially, it's the same girl singing."
Who is Tori Amos? A singer-songwriter who could play piano before she
could talk. WHAT is Tori Amos? More than you bargained for. For the
first few seconds of her debut solo album, "LITTLE EARTHQUAKES," you're
thinking Kate Bush, maybe. Then out comes the knife. The veneer is
torn away. Imagine biting into a pea pod and it turns out to be a
chili. Better still, imagine you just picked up a hitchhiker in the
middle of the night along the highway that runs past the forest. She
seemed like such a nice girl, but now you're beginning to worry...That's
Tori Amos. How did she get that way?
Well, she began early. Tori was born in North Carolina. Her father is
a Methodist preacher, her mother part Cherokee. She grew up in an
atmosphere of love and discipline, an atmosphere that was spiritually
alive yet hampered by a doctrine of sexual repression. "There were lots
of do's and don't's," Tori recalls. "Love and lust shall never meet.
And there was me, five years old, and I had these feelings. I had a
crush on Jesus, and I got into trouble for wondering if he had a thing
going with Mary Magdalene."
And there was music. Lots of music. Her mother loved Fats Waller and
Nat King Cole, her brother dug Hendrix, and Tori sang in the church
choir. By the age of four, she had started playing piano scores and
writing her own songs. At the age of five, she won a scholarship to the
Peabody Conservatory in Baltimore, where the older kids were into the
Doors.
"I was working with musicians who were 17 or 18," Tori comments. "It
was very exciting because, through them, I'd be exposed to all the new
music. Then, all of a sudden, it stopped being fun. Something got
lost, and it became deadly serious. It wasn't free expression anymore;
it was going to be channeled into a career. I just didn't want to do
what was expected of me."
Tori began to balk at the discipline of academic life, and at age 11,
she was booted out of the conservatory for playing by ear. "So much
happened to me when I was a kid," she muses, "and, to some extent, all
my songs come from there. Things that happen to me now seem to be
connected to what went before. It's the same pain, with different names
and places attached. Getting kicked out of the conservatory was so
traumatic for me; it was like a bad relationship ending. At 11, it
seemed like my life was over."
For the next several years, accompanied by her father, Tori spent four
or five nights a week playing old standards, Gershwin classics and the
like, in bars and hotels across Washington D.C. and Baltimore. "When I
was 15, my father stopped acting as chaperon," Tori remembers. "I found
myself working with women who were in their late-twenties, and chatting
to gay men all night, interrogating them about their sex lives. Then
I'd go to junior high the next morning, and it was a totally different
experience. I learned to create these different sides to deal with it
all."
In her late-teens, Tori moved to Los Angeles, vowing never to play the
piano again. She had "not quite a nervous breakdown" at 20. "Then I
faced up to the fact that, since around the age of seven, all I'd been
doing was trying to please other people rather than myself."
Wondering what to do next, Tori visited a friend's house where there was
a big old piano, and she began to tentatively noodle on the keyboard.
She started to discover her old voice, her old self. This was the
reawakening, the seed that would grow into "LITTLE EARTHQUAKES."
Continuing to play and write, Tori moved to England a few years later,
finding a fertile ground in which to further develop her music.
So this is Tori Amos today. She's decided that her life went wrong
"when I stopped talking to the fairies, lost the magic, and gave in to
everybody's wishes." Today, her songs--elegantly constructed yet torn
apart inside by a trembling rage--are naked in their frank attempts to
reconcile, or at least recognize, the disparities in her life. Her
piano style, natural and artless, is subtly attuned to the ebb and clash
of her conflicting emotions.
Tori's cycle of oppression and self-liberation is the dynamo that drives
"LITTLE EARTHQUAKES". The album deals with "all my fifty different
personalities called back home and melted into one." For this stunning
solo debut, Tori enlisted the aid of several producers, including Davitt
Sigerson (The Bangles, David + David), while co-producing four of the
tracks herself.
Tori's songs quiver between innocence and experience, with a blade of
irony in place--she delights in startling the listener with abrupt chord
changes, juxtaposing images of Charles Manson and ice cream, purring
winsomely about crucifixion and violation thinking about Carolina
biscuits while a man with a gun is on her back...
Underneath a deceptively calm surface, the gorgeously languid "China"
seethes with the first awareness of a love slipping away. "Leather"
toys unflinchingly with the theme of lust, while "Mother" draws imagery
from _Hansel_and_Gretel_. "Little girls can be very sexual," says Tori.
"But there's an innocence, a vulnerablity there, which cannot be
abused."
"Crucify" chillingly transmits its sense of visceral anxiety: "I got a
bowling ball in my stomach/I got a desert in my mouth." Yet "LITTLE
EARTHQUAKES" is never an ugly experience, but a sensual one. The
roseate hues of "Girl" are there to be indulged, until the chorus line
rips through: "She's been everybody else's girl/Maybe one day she'll be
her own."
The beautiful yet ominous "Silent All These Years" is a good starting
point for understanding Tori Amos. She's a new name, but she's been
fermenting and maturing for a long time. She's repossessed herself, and
her music is unnerving, discomforting, yet absolutely compelling.
"LITTLE EARTHQUAKES" documents the rumblings of a soul.
-2/92-